i love you,don't give up

talked to rocket last morning... had a really good talk..
then from didnt know how... then started talking about God..
i guess God plan that already.. rocket told me how God change his life one by one
and i was talking how i used to be like him and what not..

and i dont know how it all started.. we talked more and i started crying
i guess i teared cause i was jealous that he could feel God's presence and how bless he is by God
cause i wanted to feel that way so badly... at the same i didnt know why i was crying..
cause i've always been like that numb by the spirit after i slowly turn my back on God 2 years ago...
i teared so many times.. but most of the time i feel God dosen't hear my prayers..
i wanted to feel God's presence again

as we talk more.. i shared more.. and i guess God's presence was there..and somehow.
rocket encourage me... the one that really open my eyes and help me realise was that
"God is always there..He lives in everyone is just that you have to really focus on Him and he will talk to you"
and as i felt touch so much.cause i don't know some how during we were talking. i felt happy inside at the same time.. cause i know that change is here and it's the begining.and i felt to thankful

after that i did my quiet time and told God "lord thank you so much for sending someone to talk to me and influence me".... and as i continued praying.... i felt God told me
"eunice,i love you,don't give up"
and as i accepted that instantly i felt His presence in me again... i felt so happy=).
i got carried away till 3 am...and now i feel Him everywhere i go..

i love this feeling..=)addicted