evacuation

why am i changing school?... well normally i amswer"i want a new enviroment"
true true true....
that's just a lazy answer.. cause. if i really think about it..
the truth is.i get bored easily...well not really bored..
but.. well. i like change everynow and then..

i want new friends to socialize with.
not that i want to ditch my old friends.. just want something new.. you know.
i want to do more..


okay that was just plain crap... i dont know what to write now. that was just something i was thinking just now.my brain was overflowing with reasons why i wanted to chg school
but now. when im infornt of the comp
HAH. blank...
sigh.

okay.i get over things "easily". and i thank God for that
i just want to move on... even if things cant be change even after trying.

somehow i feel like i've already given up. and let go.
seems like there's nothing more than mere friends between us.
i get to treat you like that and i feel much happier.
no more false hope.

maybe you going there is a good plan.
i thank God that he planned everything.
and whatever that happens. it'll be for my own good. even if i may not like it at that period of time.

i was thinking just now.randomly to myself about my wishes
well.. let's see
1.i wish i can laugh at all of this later in the future.
2.i wish i can laugh my ass of at how such a despo i was.
3.i wish i can get over this fella when i have a new enviroment nxt year
4. i wish i can be like vicky more. (jc understands what im saying.good engh alrdy)lol
5.i wish im over you.. and mean it.


okay. all that was just bullshit.. it's called crapping.
im not emo. i dont wanna be one... i dont want to be all drama...
just save it and throw it away...

okay let's see. im tired. did a whole lot of chores today..
extremely exhausted.

finally. I CANT wait to see michelle!. staying at her place. and if possible.. camwhore with her so that there will be picture to post here=) and remember=).